Ups and Downs.

This few days, I was having nightmare. When the nightmare happen, i will wake up in fear and my heart beat was fast, faster than what you can imagine. The feeling was disappointing and sad. Although the dream happen in different form. But the ending will still be the same. Each day, it get worst. When I'm back from camp, i thought the dream wouldn't happen. But it follow me all along. Hopefully, it won't come to past.

In this world, there a lot of weird things. Things happen that we wouldn't expect or even imagine. In every life, there will be a moment of Ups and Downs. Ups come hard, downs come easy. Everyone had to go through this in order to make life much interesting.

When we are facing the ups, lot of things will just come so easy. Things will even happen as the way you want it to be. It just like the economic, when they are up, money are flying everywhere, people get the job they want and earn the money they want too. Even relationship, when it was ups. Everyday was like your honeymoon with your another part. And time do fly fast.

Coming to face the downs, things that will start to happen in the way that shouldn't be happen. Everything get worst, feel so suck and even feel like giving up. In the economic, lot of people lost their job and pay had been cut down. When down turn come to relationship, different couple have different way of down turn. The time do fly very slow when it come to downs.

What will you do when the downs turn fall to you?

To be honest, I'm facing the downs turn now and things start to be different already. Although, i feel in this period of time it will be tough. But i always believe that, when i go through the tough time and the Ups come, the Ups will be greater than the previous Ups. =)

I had to stop here already, got to go to camp. Take care man!

"I will still hold your hand when I'm a sleep"

Very First Post

Finally, i start to blog once again. If you are really interested in reading, please bear with it, cause it will be lot of wordings. Seldom will be posting pictures.

Basically, for those who don't know yet, i had enter into National service already. Leaving with 2 more months to POP! Can't wait for that day to come.
Everyday when i was marching toward my lesson and i will pass by a very big field. When i march pass, i just can't wait for my POP.

For guys out there, National Service is not really that bad for us. I can say is, this is what we needed to go through, might as well enjoy and learn something in this 2 years. It will make you turn out to be more fit, healthy and mature. Seriously use this time to really think, after when you ORD what are you going to do next. A lot of my friends get lost after they ORD, reason is they don't feel like studying and totally have to no mood to work.

For me, i had already planned ahead. Consider a lot of things while I'm inside. I don't want to get lost after my ORD. Definitely i will be studying and than go out to work for quite sometime and go on to degree. Those who know me long enough, they will know that i want to be settle down at the age of 25. some people think that is impossible. But i tell them that at least i have a aim for what i want to see after the next 5years.

A question for those who are reading now, What do you want to see yourself in the next 5 to 10 years time?

Most important is, never get lost in life. Always have a aim for yourself. =)